I was doing really well with losing weight...Then I got unhappy and started gaining it again. I need to get back on the diet train. I began again about a week ago, and have lost about 5 pounds so far. I really want to lose twelve more by Halloween. Well, honestly, hopefully more than that, but 12 would be great. After that my goals are:
Halloween: 187
Thanksgiving: 181
Christmas: 173
My Birthday: 170
I NEED to stick with it. I CANNOT eat just because I am sad or because I want something to make me feel good. I can be thin and sad just as well as I can be fat and sad. At least if I am thinner, people won't assume I am pathetic and sad. I feel HORRIBLE about myself and need to get this weight off. It is more than time, and if I don't then I have failed AFTER succeeding. I need and want to just SUCCEED. I am worth it. I deserve happiness.
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